"Cocaine+Alcohol+Mary J+Sex=A great song

Ok. I’m here staring at the computer with a weird twisted look. Trying to figure out if this ultra bright thing can pen-point me in the right direction. Meanwhile my phone is buzzin like a bumble-bee. I don’t know why. Too afraid to look at it. It may be someone that I may not wanna speak with so late. Or it may be some email notification. lol I’m feeling pretty important right now. NO! 

I’m also listening to some retro dance pop because this is the direction I’ve decided to go in. I’m a songwriter. This is what I wanna do now. This is how I wanna sound. I can see it so vividly. Can you feel me? Of course not. I’m the only one in the livingroom. Blah! Well I’ve been listening to alot of shit lately. Shit that I don’t usually listen to. I’m not too hip on the indie scene but now that I’m looking around, I hear alot of colors that I like. This isn’t a phase but more of a growth. This is good for the mind, body, and soul. Right?

I haven’t yet found me yet. I’m looking to write a song that is so epic that I can’t stand it. I’m waiting to write a song that is so pathetic that it makes me depressed. I’m looking to fall in love with my own creativity. I’m looking for my arrogant side. I haven’t found it yet. I don’t even know what sex it is. Is it male or female? I don’t know. Do you? Probably not. lol you don’t even know if I’m a male or female. Not your fault though. I tend to wear hats and huge shirts with a feminine personality. I would be confused too if I were you.

Before I get too far into this blog and forget, check this guy’s music out: http://www.myspace.com/fantomfingers. He’s pretty freakin dope. Once the mofo check his mail, he’ll see that I wanna do a lil colaboration. Not because I’m bored but just because. I don’t need a reason mofo. Well i’m outtie like Audi. Type when I wanna type and be when I wanna be. Oh yea, I almost forgot…I’m comin out with a dividetape called “Cocaine+Alcohol+Mary J+Sex=A great song that’ll never be recorded because of Intoxication”. 

Check it out when it comes out! Bye bye